2004-09-06 - 11:45 PM
God, help me
Every fucking time I start to feel like my old self
This motherfucking plague of depression always finds me
I’m just.. so FUCKING tired of dealing with this bullshit
I’ve been almost happy for the past week
Now I all of a sudden feel like killing myself
God..
Maybe it’s not really that bad
Maybe it’s just that I’ve dealt with this shit for so long
That whenever I even begin to feel it
I just know that I don’t want to deal with it anymore
So I just feel suicidal
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUUUUUUCK!!!
