2004-09-07 - 2:22 AM
I see no point in my life
I'm crying inside
The knife runs my life
God gave up on me tonight
The darkness comes and blocks the light
I have nothing more to give
There is no reason for me to live
I had my chance at suicide
I tried, but still I haven't died
I don't want to live this way
Living day to day becomes so gay
I feel nothing but a constant numbness
I've begun to care less and less
I've built up walls against this place
No one's ever seen my true face
And I've been here so long, just laying low
Who am I? Even I don't know
I have no personality becuz I can be everything
But when I have to make a choice, I don't do anything
It doesn't make a difference what choice I'm choosing
I'm always fucking losing
It's so confusing
Everyone tries to help, but what the fuck do they know?
They haven't been where I've been, don't have scars to show
Only people like me can truly understand it
They're no help either cuz like me they're still stranded
Trying to fight it is just no use
Cuz you're fighting yourself, so it's self-abuse
It traps you forever, turns your life into shit
Fuck this, I'm getting out
All it takes is a bullet
