2004-09-19 - 11:44 PM
Looking over the edge of the Earth
My life is heading back in reverse
Memories of my past are passing me by
And once again I wish I would die
The anger’s back, and I can’t control it
Falling again into that endless pit
Where every minute seems like a life-time
Of darkness, despair, and countless rhymes
I’ve done this twice, when will it be done?
Reaching out for happiness and still getting none
The first time I thought it was one of God’s tests
So I didn’t kill myself.. who would’ve guessed?
Then it came back and I thought it was a punishment
So I got on my knees every day to repent
Now it’s back again, what the fuck am I supposed to do?
Why do I have to keep reliving everything I’ve been through?
If God truly exists, He’d make it end
Cuz He knows that I just can’t do this again
