2004-11-06 - 11:13 p.m.
Everytime I fall away, part of you pulls me back in
I try to run, but your love embraces my pain
I'm never willing to give enough
I'm never willing to cherish the things I have
I always make selfish mistakes, and fall flat on my back
I can feel you all around me
Pulling me closer to you
These last few months have been so hard
And my faith is barely alive
I want You to die
Your words have ruined so much of my faith
Every empty promise You have ever made
Has come back to kill another life inside of me
Please just die so I can be set free
I never wanted any of this
Say goodbye
