2004-11-20 - 2:19 AM
You don't know what it's like
To have wounds that never heal
So stop trying to tell me
How I should fucking feel
Should I feel hopeful?
Oh, should I feel happy?
Is there something great in this life
That everyone can see, but me?
Why should I have faith
In a God who's given me nothing?
I've made a million calls to Him
But He just lets it ring
How can I feel anything
If I can't remember what it's like?
Tell me, how can I win this war
When I refuse to fight?
Why should I keep trying
When I fail every time?
Why does everyone try to stop me
From taking what is mine?
And why should I feel sorry
For those I'll leave behind
If they didn't see this coming
Then they must be fucking blind
