2004-11-26 - 1:46 AM
I try, but I can't beat this disease
I'm on my knees, God help me please!
The numbness has spread to my very core
Nothing kills me more
I try, but I can't be kind
The hate that I show is proof of my dead mind
If emotions were money, I'd be poor
Nothing kills me more
I try, but I can't ignore the scars that I wear
The guilt returns with every stare
Me vs. the blade in my own personal war
Nothing kills me more
I try, but nothing really helps
So now I just give up on myself
Once again, I shut the door
And nothing kills me more
