2005-01-09 - 3:28 AM
I'm drunk as fuck
And you fucking suck
I hate you with all my heart
Cuz your life hasn't fallen apart
It's not my fault that I'm like this
I want my old life that I miss
I was the sweetest guy you've ever met
Yet endless shit is all I get
And now that guy is gone
Everything is wrong
I lost everything I've ever known
And now I stand here all alone
I don't know who I am
I can never be the same man
I try to explain this all to you
Cuz I just don't know what else to do
I need to get away from myself
I'm fucking broken, I need your help
Fine, I'll say it, I'm fucking weak
This sickness runs so goddam deep
Everytime I try, I just fuck up
I give up, I've had enough
I don't know what else to say
I want this world to be blown away
I don't have anything left to give
I wish to die, yet want to live
So somebody, I don't care who you are
Be my missing shining star
I'm fucking broken.. help me...
