2005-01-30 - 12:31 a.m.
Staring at the walls around me
A pale and dismal life
I'll leave..
A time of emptiness surrounds me
Just waiting for life to cease
Seclusion into my mind
An involuntary refuge
I want to die
But I'll wait..
The carving out of scars
Bleeding again in solitude
Yet I’m wise enough to see
That it could change
But time won't help me while I'm waiting
I’m tired of living
I hate the way I feel
Depression fills me
Descending feeling
Lapse of meaning..
And so I take it all
And throw it away
I’m just throwing it all away
