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2004-08-5 - 5:50 PM

I’m a young man
And I don’t have a plan
I just gave in
This world means nothing
What are friends?
They’re just wastes of time
Why is suicide a crime?
I just wanna fucking die
I’m just an empty shell
Going to Hell I can tell
Fell from grace
Who’s the face on the cross?
It’s not my loss
He chose to die, so it’s His fault
What’s the cost
Of denying the Lord?
Falling down this pit
My life’s full of shit
Wanting just one thing
That I’ll never get..
To find peace!
Wasting too much time
On these worthless rhymes
All I wanna do
Is take what’s mine..
Take my life!
Life isn’t fair
So much strife, pull my hair
Knife in hand, I don’t care
You’re not there to hear my prayer
Man, I can’t feel anything
But I’m alive
Take it day by day
Make the pain go away
Through the Devil’s ears
I hear my loudest screams
Only in my dreams am I free
To be the better side of me
It’s a great break until I wake
But it’s all fake
Then it’s back to reality
With all the mind’s frailty
Falling down this pit
My life’s full of shit
Wanting just one thing
That I’ll never get..
To find peace!
Wasting too much time
On these worthless rhymes
All I wanna do
Is take what’s mine..
Take my life!
God’s a myth
So Hell can’t exist
Knife in fist to my wrist
Forms death’s catalyst
And I’ll bleed out my life..
All night
In the darkness
I’ll find my light
To the world
To my family and friends
This is the end
Maybe I’ll see you again
I just want to say
I wish you all the best
This life’s a test
Make it through and fuck the rest..
The choice is yours..
I choose death!

 

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