2005-05-21 - 5:09 AM
God-fucking-dammit
I'm depressed and manic
And starting to panic
Man, I just can't stand it
My veins are pulsing
I act on a compulsion
Then convulse in revulsion
At the blood from this bullshit
People freak-out in fright
But they don't know my fight
My black-and-white world
Is graying my sight
So make me take pills
And say what you will
But surviving's a skill
And I'm still on the grill
Burning with hate
In this impossible state
Where at any given moment
I'll just be meat on a plate
And you can NEVER relate!
So don't tell me what to do
You're not me
And I'm sure as Hell not you
And if you ever see me sinking
Don't offer me your hand
I'd rather drown by myself
Than be dragged to the sand
You'll never understand..
