2005-01-23 - 2:12 AM
God, I'm fucking losing it
Falling to and through the ground
I want the answers
I tried looking, but they can't be found
I'm done with cutting
There's no more blood left in my veins
I'm done with life
I'm done with all this motherfucking pain
I know I've said it
But this time there is no other way
There is no reason left
For me to live another day
I never did it
Cuz people said they really cared
Well fuck their prayers
This time I am prepared
They always said
That things will one day change
But it's too late
I've already died inside this fucking cage
I can't contain this never-ending rage
I'm gonna buy a fucking 12-gauge
And put that shit against my head
Then fill that fucker full of lead
UNTIL I'M DEAD!!!
