2005-08-05 - 3:00 AM
There’s all this black in the back of my mind
There was a time I was fine
When my life was really mine
But depression blinds, and I crossed the line
With razor blades waiting on the other side
But I’m okay
Cuz I adapt to the change
Become one with my rage
And just flow with the waves
In this sea of bloodshed
Blood-red from the pain that’s bled
But I laugh instead
Of listen to what they said
Cuz they’ll never see
That I’ll never be
The old me..
And that’s fine with me
I don’t need a fucking hand
I just take it like a man
I am who I am..
Even if I don’t understand
