2005-08-05 - 3:08 a.m.
Trying to dig deep into my mind
Just to see what I can find
But constant raining
Puts limitations on my excavation,
Keeps me hating..
I’m still wishing for death
Under every one of my breaths
Yet I hope for the best
Through the rest of this test
But I’m a mess..
Confused and distressed
I come here, run there
Everywhere, I don’t care
Every place is the same
Every face, every name
Every word, every game
Just repeating again
This hollow blue shell
Spinning around in Hell
And mankind’s mind-bend
Just chews it up and spits the rind
It’s such a disgrace
It's such a fucking waste!
This life’s just a race
To the end..
