2008-07-21 - For Ex: Star In the Sky
2008-07-21 - I Want None of It
2008-06-07 - To Gf: It Won't Take Us There
2008-05-11 - To Gf: To Be Loved
2008-04-30 - To Gf: Once You Hold An Angel
2008-02-14 - To Gf: Being With You
2007-12-16 - Writer's Block
2007-11-15 - To Gf: Last Night She Said She Loved Me
2007-10-24 - If Life Will Stay Together
2007-09-27 - To Target Execs: Like A Ghost
2007-09-27 - Open Your Eyes
2007-08-24 - To Gf: Goddess of My Mind
2007-08-24 - To Gf: I Will Never Let You Go
2007-08-24 - To Gf: I Want To Hold You Forever
2007-07-07 - Don't Leave Me
2007-07-07 - Jaded Views
2003-??-?? - Two Somewhat-related Rants of A Very Angry and Depressed Man
2007-07-07 - Fighting Phantoms
2007-03-25 - What Are Emotions
2007-01-17 - The Sword Cuts Both Ways
2006-11-03 - This Angel
2006-10-07 - Sink Or Swim
2006-09-26 - For Sandra: Like the Rain
2006-09-20 - All I Need Is A Shove
2006-09-11 - Still Waiting To Be Seen
2006-08-30 - (Thoughts) There Has To Be A Reason
2006-08-24 - (Thoughts) I Want Out
2006-07-30 - For Jesus: For You
2006-07-08 - Wish She Was Mine
2006-06-29 - Deceiving Spider
2006-06-20 - A Beautiful Mess
2006-05-04 - I Hate You, I Love You
2006-04-23 - Suffocate
2006-04-02 - To Jess: Never Hold My Hand
2006-04-02 - Feelings Are Fleeting
2006-03-21 - Above Emotions
2006-03-20 - Mind-fucked
2006-03-20 - Nothing Does It Quicker
2006-03-02 - Still Can't Cry
2006-02-20 - Just Me
2006-02-07 - The Final Fight
2006-02-07 - To Somebody: How Do You See Me?
2006-01-28 - For Rita: I Can Remember
2005-08-05 - In Every Poem
2005-08-05 - A Race To the End
2005-08-05 - I Am Who I Am
2005-01-23 - I'm Done With Life
2005-06-23 - A Bitter Taste
2005-05-23 - You Have Failed Me In My Mind
2005-05-21 - You'll Never Understand
2005-05-05 - Pick Up the Pieces
2005-04-25 - The Bloodlines
2004-08-5 - What's the Cost?
2005-03-30 - I Don't Need It
2005-02-22 - I Wish Someone Would Ask
2005-02-11 - Without You, I Have Changed
2005-01-30 - Throwing It All Away
2005-01-09 - Help Me
2005-01-08 - Hating Them Inside
2004-12-21 - The Cycle of Addictions
2004-12-11 - No One Can Contain Unending Pain
2004-12-08 - For Cassie: The Best I Could Ask For
2004-12-08 - To God: Save Me With Your Grace
2004-11-29 - Life's A Cab
2004-10-25 - A Final Verdict
2004-11-26 - Nothing Kills Me More
2004-11-26 - Just Fucking Say Goodbye
2004-11-24 - It Feels So Right
2004-11-23 - Always Staring, Never Caring
2004-11-20 - Why Should I Feel Sorry?
2004-11-06 - To Those Who Care: I've Heard Every Word
2004-11-06 - I Won't Fight Today
2004-11-06 - To God: Say Goodbye
2004-11-06 - The Hardest Fight
2004-11-06 - Lost
2004-11-05 - I Am Fucking Done
2004-11-03 - Message to all readers..
2004-09-23 - This Is Goodbye
2004-09-22 - Tell Me It's Alright
2004-09-22 - I Believe In Nothing
2004-09-22 - Don't Let Me Break
2004-09-22 - One Last Goodbye
2004-09-22 - A Promise That It Will End
2004-09-22 - End This Illusion
2004-09-22 - Yesterday Was Everyday
2004-09-22 - I Can't See You There
2004-09-21 - Sometimes
2004-09-19 - I Can't Do This Again
2004-09-19 - To This Fucking Sickness: Thank You
2004-09-19 - You'll Never Fucking Change Me
2004-09-19 - To God: You Don't Even Exist
2004-09-19 - I Can Never Leave
2004-09-15 - Now My Time Is Done
2004-09-15 - I Choose Death
2004-09-13 - I'm Only Human
2004-09-07 - I Only Pretend
2004-09-07 - A Bullet
2004-09-06 - This Motherfucking Plague
2004-09-06 - (Thoughts) Beauty and Depth
2004-09-06 - Kiss This Life Goodbye
2004-09-03 - Dedicated To (But def. not meant for) John: We Laugh At You
2004-08-30 - Must Die
2004-08-30 - I'll Die Alone
2004-08-26 - No One Happier Exists
2004-08-26 - Downward Spiral
2004-08-26 - Constant Paranoia
2004-08-26 - To Everyone Like Me: Suicide Soldiers
2004-08-13 - Everything and Nothing
2004-07-04 - I'm Finally Free
2004-07-31 - To Everyone: Fuck You
2004-07-19 - I'm Gonna Kill Myself Tonight
2004-07-14 - I Wish I Would Die
2004-07-13 - Time To Shut This Door
2004-07-13 - All I Can Do Is Be
2004-07-13 - A Single Drop
2004-07-06 - Goodbye
2004-06-13 - I Tried Until Something Died
2004-06-13 - It Was Lost
2004-06-05 - Stay Away
2004-06-05 - No One Is Winning
2004-05-22 - Forget About It
2004-05-22 - Bleeding Forever
2004-05-20 - You've Never Been Where I've Been
2004-05-20 - Resistant To Change
2004-05-20 - I'm Dying In So Many Ways
2004-05-20 - Until the Day I Die
2004-05-16 - Everyone Will Lose
2004-05-08 - I Wish
2004-05-06 - Would All the Wrongs Become Right?
2004-04-14 - Hating All I Am
2004-04-14 - Living Paranoid
2004-04-14 - I Guess That Life Goes On
2004-04-14 - Gotta Find Myself
2004-04-14 - I'll Be Going Out Alone
2004-04-09 - To Any1 Who Ever Tried To Help Me: It'll Never Change
2004-04-09 - I've Fallen To the Floor
2004-04-05 - One Winter Day
2004-04-04 - I Can't Do It Anymore
2004-04-04 - I Should
2004-04-04 - Maybe One Day I'll Forget
2004-03-31 - Crimson Cuts and Razor Kisses
2004-03-31 - When Everything Ends
2004-03-28 - My Final Sin
2004-03-26 - (Thoughts) Where I Am Right Now
2004-03-25 - A Mix of Emotions
2004-03-24 - Shut the Fuck Up
2004-03-24 - Blood Is Amazing
2004-03-24 - Just What I Need
2004-03-24 - Buzz
2004-03-24 - It's Just Too Hard
2004-03-20 - I'm An Angry Man
2004-03-20 - Keep On Going
2004-03-16 - A Puzzle Without Pieces
2004-03-16 - Trust
2004-03-13 - The Shit's Hit the Fan
2004-03-13 - Eventually I'll Overcome
2004-03-04 - (Quote) Neil Gaiman, On Love
2004-02-29 - Why Am I Crying?
2004-02-29 - Feelings of Regret
2004-02-29 - I Wouldn't Be Able To Do It
2004-02-29 - I Know
2004-02-29 - Each Time I Fall
2004-02-25 - See My Scars
2004-02-25 - Nobody Knows
2004-02-21 - The Cycle
2004-02-16 - A Losing Hand
2004-02-13 - Another Fucking Reject
2004-02-13 - Stitch Back the Past
2004-02-13 - Can't Get This Off My Chest
2004-02-12 - What the Fuck's the Purpose?
2004-02-12 - Still All Alone
2004-02-12 - The Hardest Thrust
2004-02-10 - Respect Turns To Neglect
2004-02-10 - Lord of Infection
2004-02-08 - I'll Never Stop
2004-02-08 - Dead Roses
2004-02-08 - Words Never Come Easy
2004-02-08 - Let Me Die
2002-11-16 - Struggling To Survive
2002-04-11 - Let the Blood FLow
2004-02-06 - The Bullshit Never Ends
2004-02-02 - Break Away
2004-01-27 - To Timor: Good Times
2004-01-27 - Blow Away Again
2004-01-26 - There Will Come A Time
2004-01-26 - When I Fall
2004-01-26 - To God: You Always Disappear
2004-01-26 - Knowing I Can't Make This
2004-01-26 - Damn Therapists
2004-01-26 - The Weakness Starts To Show
2004-01-26 - Nowhere To Go
2004-01-25 - Tired
2004-01-25 - I Guess I'll Never Learn
2004-01-24 - I'll Take You With Me
2004-01-22 - For Allie: Fuck You
2004-01-22 - Nothing Left
2004-01-22 - Sleep
2004-01-17 - Dead Dreams
2004-01-17 - Burn One Down
2003 -12-31 - What's Worth Living For?
2003-12-28 - It Wasn't Meant To Be
2003-12-28 - Nothing
2003-12-28 - The Helpless Man
2003-12-28 - The Water's Rising
2003-12-28 - Sooner Or Later
2003-12-28 - You Don't Care
2003-12-26 - I Choose To Crawl
2003-12-26 - A Life Reborn
2003-12-26 - (Thoughts) A Special Someone
2003-12-24 - It's A Disease
2003-12-24 - Missing the Key
2003-12-21 - The Final Death
2003-12-21 - I Am the Hollow Man
2003-12-21 - For Rita: Another Love I Need To Forget
2003-12-21 - (Random) Cutting
2003-12-20 - (Thoughts) Poetry Sucks
2003-12-20 - For Anyone Who Knows Me: Forget Me
2003-12-20 - A Losing Race
2003-12-20 - For Rita: The Mistake I Made
2003-12-15 - I Swear It Will End
2003-12-15 - Let the Flames Consume Me
2003-12-15 - A Masochist In the Making
2003-12-15 - Never Wake Up
2003-12-13 - Done With It
2003-12-13 - Bleed Forever
2003-12-13 - I Am
2003-12-13 - Another Death
2003-12-13 - Will To Die
2003-11-29 - What Poetry Is About
2003-11-29 - A Dedication To Will Knause
2003-11-29 - All That's Left
2003-11-29 - This Is Real
2003-11-12 - (Thoughts) Reflections
2003-3-6 - Painful Processes
2002-10-23 - Drowning
2003-3-25 - Lost Within
2003-10-14 - Father Forgive Me
2002-9-7 - You Can't Understand Me
2003-09-21 - Every Day
2003-08-01 - Suicide
2003-07-27 - Cutter
2003-07-24 - For Rita: I Want You
2003-07-25 - For Allie: Emotions
2003-08-01 - For Rita: If Only
2003-07-18 - (Thoughts) O, the Silly Thoughts I Think!
2003-07-18 - (Random) Russian Roulette
2003-07-18 - (Random) Fuck #2
2003-07-18 - (Thoughts) Curse of Religion
2003-07-13 - The Last "Tick"
2003-07-14 - (Random) Fuck
2003-07-15 - (Thoughts) Mystery Man
2003-07-15 - (Thoughts) Numb
2003-04-23 - All I Got
2003-04-16 - The Final Falling
2003-04-14 - Empty
2002-09-24 - All For Nothing
2003-03-27 - When Will It End?
2003-02-10 - The Day I'll Fade Away
2002-11-03 - Cycle of Scars
2002-10-12 - Cutting Out the Pain
2003-03-04 - Playing the Cutting Game Because There's No One Else To Play With
2002-10-02 - Flirting With Suicide
2002-09-18 - A Slice of the Wrist
2002-09-05 - Hope
2003-03-06 - Never Go Back
2002-10-21 - I Win, I Lose
2003-03-06 - (Thoughts) Dead
2003-04-17 - A Bullet To End It
2003-07-07 - And It Hurts
2003-07-07 - Suicide - The Only Way Out
2003-07-07 - I Am Fragile
2003-07-07 - Warped and Twisted
2003-07-07 - For Rita: I Wanted To
2003-07-07 - Self-Destruction
2003-07-05 - Narcotic Health
2003-07-05 - Bleeding Wounds
2003-07-05 - Reflections of Pain